Lord, is it me, EMO’ing again?
Is it just emotional feelings? I’m feeling the tears. I’m feeling the pain in my heart.
Lord! Lord! Lord!
Speak to him already!
Lord, please!
Lord, please…
I read through his blog and again, I felt the twist in my heart. It really hurts me. Let him experience You Lord! He needs Your love! LORD!
Please, Lord…
I spent yesterday at NP to help Aloysious with his school project. After we were done, we(Joseph, Aloy and I) walked to some ulu Bukit something Plaza and randomly found a KFC inside FairPrice(how random can that be lah!) and sat down to eat.
We sat and chatted for like, 2 hours(I think you guys never realize right?). I found our conversations really fruitful. We talked and discussed spiritual issues, and I realized that we were speaking quite loudly on these issues.
And I realized God was using us.
Beside us was a family of four, and I realized that as we spoke, the father of the four kept looking at us.
I know he was smirking at us, but I know also that deep inside, his heart is wandering/wondering. His heart was wandering in the spiritual affairs and wondering about God. I know that at that moment, we changed his perspective just that little.
I was happy and glad that as we fellowshipped, we did not just discussed about idle matters but we made “unspiritual” things such as talking for hours so fruitful. We even took out the Bible and discussed some stuffs from the Word. Which I must say I was quite amazed at how I was able to interpret some stuffs.
And finally! I got the WAM clip from Aloysious! 
While doing Quiet Time this morning/afternoon, after all the prayers for everyone, I finally prayed for myself, for that one thing that I’m afraid.
Lord, to Jazz or to Pop?
Okay, the title’s pretty random.
So today, I woke up to find a letter from Lasalle. I took out the result slip to realize I scored an average of 54.83. Breakdown of results:
After today, I evaluated and guess that I had to grow in the area of patience.
Often times, God gives me verses, but I’m always so impatient in understanding the Word and who it was for. Today, during first service, God gave me a verse. I had no idea who it was for, but God told me it was for backsliders. However, this verse shared was not in-line with the prophecies shared. I knew somehow it wasn’t the time yet, but my body still moved and I still went up, only to be rejected and said it wasn’t the time.
At first I was disappointed, but the Holy Spirit said I was too impatient and that I need to be patient in getting the answers from Him. I repented, and then He led me to a previous verse I had. I saw and realize both verses were supporting the same prophecy. I read on to realize it was indeed for the backsliders. I kept asking God who, but He said to wait, and He will reveal.
God gave me a burden.
While speaking to Daixuan about being just a singer and a Spiritual Singer, God left me a burden.
I want to be a Spiritual Singer in the entertainment world.
How great would it be if I could minister to people through contemporary songs? I could imagine people wanting to listen my songs again and again ’cause they felt that somehow, those songs filled them. But without them knowing, that’s because God has blessed those songs. Imagine if I had a concert, and I could just prophecy over non-believers during concert, but not raise skeptical issues. And I could just randomly do altar call. Oh mans, how great would it be!
I want to prophesy and minister to people like how Hillsongs does. But the big different is they are a brand-name in the Christian world, but I’m a brand-name in the World. Imagine people be ministered by my songs from God to them in contemporary ways! Imagine next time, it’s the non-believers inviting non-believers and believers to my concert!
What a magnificent thing and sight to be done and seen! Lord, a vision, but it is nothing until it comes to pass. Lord, this would be nothing, a lie, until You do it with me.
Lord, keep me humble. Keep me soft toward You. If any bit of me that You find it ridiculous, any bit of me that would bring me to worship myself over You – Lord, break me down. Take all of it away from me until I bow down before. Lord, do not bless me if I am unrighteous. This is my prayer.
As a singer, Lord, I will not just be a Spiritual singer in Church, but a Spiritual Singer everywhere I go, even in the media and entertainment world.
I will not just sing alone, I will sing with you.
OASIS Camp ended, and I must say that this is one special camp for me.
It’s been refreshing, and it’s a blessing to me. I’ll be jotting down the events of each day. It’s quite long, so bear with me, but I promise that it will encourage you if you read it. ^^
