Cheers.

Two things that made my day:

CLARENCE says: (12:09:36 AM)
thats why i love you hahahaa so lame and loser and funny

and

erina shan. says: (12:34:37 AM)
i jus miss u for u
KrissyCO says: (12:36:41 AM)
i miss you too

I feel somehow I should be a little upset about Clarence’s comment, but somehow… I’m really happy.

Girlfriend teh tarik- let’s hang out soon!

Garbage mountain -one day, you and me, and everything else abandoned- let’s just, hang out.

You guys really made me understand the joy of loving. Despite the pains and cries I had for you, there was this unbelievable rush of joy when those words rang on me. You’re priceless kids.

Published in:  on July 31, 2008 at 2:04 am Leave a Comment

The long-awaited moment.

I received an e-mail from Lasalle.

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Here I Am

Here I Am
by Leona Lewis

This is a crazy world
These can be lonely times
It’s hard to know who’s on your side
Most of the time

Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Some times you just can’t make it on your own

If you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I’ll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am

If you have broken dreams
Just lay them all on me
I’ll be the one who understands
So take my hand

If you reach emptyness
You know I’ll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
That I can show someone
I promise you you’ll never walk alone

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I’ll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, oooo

Everybody needs somebody who
Keep a heart and soul in two

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I’ll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am

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No need to ask.

Sometimes, we ask ourselves too much. We asked questions that hinders our faith. Such as,

” How do we know the God we believe was really God? What if He lied, and He was actually Devil?”

Firstly, why do you ask?

Secondly, is it really important for you to know the facts?

Honestly, I sometimes think that human just like to question themselves to find excuses. Some questions that we made up are not exactly very helpful, and it would lead no where even if answered. I am so sure when one asked one question that is answered, he/she will continue asking another, leading to tons of questions with no ending. Your motive is not finding an answer- your motive is just finding an excuse

Let me just give another illustration. Let us say you have a Math question(representing a quest from God to us, also known as vision), and it requires to do a multiplication and then an addition to get the answer(let’s take the steps as the steps we need to complete the vision). But yet, you asked me for the answer from an algebra question which does not link to the original question. I may answer you, but it would be of no help to you, because it is not a step to answer your original question. I may not answer you, you get angry, and say that because I didn’t answer that question, you now can’t continue. This is just like what some people react. When they don’t get an answer to a question that is secondary and does not place a big part in the whole picture, they get stumbled and turn to the wrong path.

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Why?

Lord, I really don’t understand how after so much experience with You, and just because of a dry spell, people give up on You.

Please, please, please. Please don’t let it be me.

Oh Lord.

I want to burn for You always.

Lord, I pray with all my heart, You bring ‘em back. They admitted their lives are now meaningless, but still wanders around but never back to You. God! Just bring them back already! My heart cries.

Published in:  on July 8, 2008 at 5:04 pm Leave a Comment