i was just having a short catch-up with my wonderful cute little ex-sheep, ruijun, and we were talking about studies. i told her i really admired the fact that she gave all her best in her studies, because i knew i didn’t. i knew i could have given my all. she said i slacked. i told her i didn’t. it was more like i wasn’t interested. then i told her i would have given my all if i were studying pure literature and pure art.
and i would have gone on to pursue law and psychology.
and i realized how different my life might be.
i could become a successful lawyer, and singing- would just be my little side hobby. it would be a stable and rich lifestyle.
for a moment, i don’t know which life i’d preferred.
