Somehow I think it’s during my silently emotional periods where I feel like blogging…
I was looking through some Facebook profiles and honestly, my heart torn when I saw faces of those strangers whom I was once so familiar with. I resented the fact that I had somehow always failed to maintain a lasting friendship. What exactly is it that tears us apart? I know I am no different than who I was when they knew me, but I knew something was caught between us, some kind of a barrier.
It frustrates me. The fact that I know that I can do nothing about it is a devastating news to me. An old, ugly and detestable truth.
Am I too shy to restore relationship? Too afraid that I may make the wrong move and spoil the relationship? Would not the relationship remain stale if I had done nothing? What on earth should I do?
I decided I should wait. God, they must know we’re waiting. Please. They must. Please.