This is the first time I truly experience the term “so near yet so far”.
Time has proven God’s faithfulness in my life, yet it has also inevitably proven His allowance for testings and persecutions.
It felt close to a chance and a hope, but yet it went so far until it was fogged. Was it fear that fogged my faith? Or was it already determined by God that this should happen?
While doing Quiet Time this morning/afternoon, after all the prayers for everyone, I finally prayed for myself, for that one thing that I’m afraid.
Lord, to Jazz or to Pop?
After today, I evaluated and guess that I had to grow in the area of patience.
Often times, God gives me verses, but I’m always so impatient in understanding the Word and who it was for. Today, during first service, God gave me a verse. I had no idea who it was for, but God told me it was for backsliders. However, this verse shared was not in-line with the prophecies shared. I knew somehow it wasn’t the time yet, but my body still moved and I still went up, only to be rejected and said it wasn’t the time.
At first I was disappointed, but the Holy Spirit said I was too impatient and that I need to be patient in getting the answers from Him. I repented, and then He led me to a previous verse I had. I saw and realize both verses were supporting the same prophecy. I read on to realize it was indeed for the backsliders. I kept asking God who, but He said to wait, and He will reveal.
OASIS Camp ended, and I must say that this is one special camp for me.
It’s been refreshing, and it’s a blessing to me. I’ll be jotting down the events of each day. It’s quite long, so bear with me, but I promise that it will encourage you if you read it. ^^
